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ALOT... [Jul. 17th, 2007|12:41 am]
[You are here |You wish-Saturn]
[[[Emotion]] |calmGood timings.]
[~::Sound::~ |Eagle Eye Cherry~Save Tonight!]

Let's just say ALOT of things has happen since my last entry....LOTS!

--But at the moment I can't think or list them all for I have college tomorrow..

Byes! :]

Shuffle the life.... [May. 1st, 2007|07:11 pm]
[You are here |Rocking the chair-Down East]
[[[Emotion]] |drainedJust drained..]
[~::Sound::~ |Smokin Aces' Soundtrack]

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!

Stoled by Tallie...XP

How are you feeling today?
"Knives & Bullets" by Mario Marianelli.
[Loving the dodging of bullets & knives of life..]

Will you get far in life?
"Why" by DJ Sammy.
[Now use it in a sentence.."Why ask a question like that."]

How do your friends see you?
"Satifaction" by Biz.
[Ohh...that's nice.]

Will you get married?
"Ripassa" by Gigi D' Angostic.
[Have no idea what 'ripassa' means.]

What is your best friend's theme song?
"Start the Machine" by Fall Out Boys..?
[Being random is the original flavor.]

What is the story of your life?
"Just What I Needed" by The Cars.
[Yeah...that sums it up.]

What is high school like?
"On My Way Home" by Enya.
[Well I don't ditch, so I think 'school' is like 'home'.]

How can you get ahead in life?
"Can't Stop Falling"...
[Watch it fall.]

What is the best thing about your friends?
"Get up off that thing" by James Brown.
[Woot! We dance like no other.]

What is in store for this weekend?
"Do Your Thing" by Basement Jaxx.
[Wish I could do that...]

To describe your grandparents?
"Storms in Africa" by Enya.
[Rumble in the jungle of happiness.]

How is your life going?
"My love is like woah" by Mya.
(Ha! Exactly...)

What song will they play at your funeral?
"Star to Fall" by Cabin Crew.
[Awww...that's nice.]

Will you have a happy life?
"I like it" by Narcotic Thrust.
[Suggestion is it's gooding to be good.]

What do your friends really think of you?
"Face to Face" by Daft Punk.
[I'm very "blunt"...?]

Do people secretly lust after you?
"Twisted Nerve" by Unknown.
[Hmmm...twist it!]

How can you make yourself happy?
"Loved Stoned" by Justin Timberlake.
[Always thinking about that..]

What should you do with your life?
"Cry Me a River" by Julie London.

Will you ever have children?
"The fatal believer" by Dir en Grey
[I want some kids...:(]

I'm quite happy... [Mar. 20th, 2007|08:45 pm]
[You are here |Sofa of Running Horse]
[[[Emotion]] |happyhappy]
[~::Sound::~ |Man of the House--Soundtrack]

Oh yes I am quite happy...Today I got to hug my friends lots of times espeically Steven Austin...ohhh I like to bother him. I also miss hanging-out with such a great guy, and I also got to run after Kyle Day. Gosh I like those guys...they also begged me for money which was 'Access Denied'...they can't have my money... Then I gave Steven a big hug from the back, but he lift me up from behind...I'm so happy I've got friends like him... He is so awesome...I love him in a non-sexual way..:D Then I left school with everyone saying "TINSTAAFL" or "Good-bye Jomel", but instead Kyle said "Good-bye Jamal"...which is completely distasteful.. Jamal is not my name.>_

My friend.... [Feb. 23rd, 2007|04:34 pm]
[You are here |MXC~On Spike TV]
[[[Emotion]] |blankI can see, but not listening..]
[~::Sound::~ |Killing Spree~Knives Falling]

I'm still quite sad...Kyle knows I like him...I'm just sure of it. He's also my friend, yet we wouldn't talk of it because I guess we just want to stay in the relationship we always been..friends. I'm fine with it, but why doesn't he want to talk about it... I guess he wants me to start first. And as soon as my voice comes back from the sickness..I should tell him, but I don't want to...-_-;
Link3 loving...|thankx...

V-DAY.....or V-DOOM!!! [Feb. 15th, 2007|12:58 am]
[You are here |Crack on the floor]
[[[Emotion]] |sleepyWatch as I roll...]
[~::Sound::~ |Slient Stool~Hating you..]

Nah...the subject lies it was excellent...although all my flowers were send to the right people I accidently had Mike Morse last name re-spelled as "Mike Mase"...he is maybe still sad about that. I also gave the stick a rose...*cough* Kris/Bob one, which by this time he throwed away at school during class.Ah! I also gave my friends those cards like back during elementary school...but this would be my last time. So long love in the air, and good-night!

Let's see... [Jan. 30th, 2007|11:22 pm]
[You are here |Nowhere! Wah ha!]
[[[Emotion]] |crazyExactly...crazy...]
[~::Sound::~ |Bittersweetness~Breaking ends]

Sometimes....I see idiots, and it scares me.
What shall are future hold...?

Link2 loving...|thankx...

I like a stick.... [Jan. 28th, 2007|09:23 pm]
[You are here |Aces in my back]
[[[Emotion]] |confusedLooking in a confused setting.]
[~::Sound::~ |Iomgen Heap~Hide & Seek]

I hate to admit it, but I like my friend Kyle Day...after much thought he is a excellent male friend, but why do I want more..? I like Kyle, but I love Kris...I didn't want this to happen. Yet it happen...but sad to say Kris I'm not going to make the same mistake...I'm not going to lose Kyle to how I lost you...it's just not going to happen..

Not this time...never!!
Link4 loving...|thankx...

"Movie Night"...was actually not bad... [Jan. 25th, 2007|11:28 pm]
[You are here |The Count of Monte Crispy!!1 :D]
[[[Emotion]] |giddyLaughing my heart's desire]
[~::Sound::~ |Justin Timberlake~What Goes Around]

We have a event in which we watch movies in different classrooms with different movie playing at the same time....called "Movie Night". First none of my friends wanted to come except Tawny & Asa, but Bridgit & Kyle Day soon followed. Then we needed to decide which classroon to go into I decided we watch "Princess Mononoke", yet I wanted opinions from my friends since I didn't want them to watch something they don't like. But we agreed the animation was okay since Bridgit had not seen it, and Kyle Day is never interested in anime or manga.. Always I wanted them to have food so I asked if they wanted some popcorn which I gave to Kyle since he needs all the food he can get.

Hmmm.. but as we started the movie we found out it was a Miyazaki' Collection DVD...with almost all his work, so we almost started to watch "My Neighbor Totoro"...cute movie, yet slow moving. Besides watching the movie...we only had about 7 people in the classroom to watch it...excellent...just excellent. And throughout the whole movie we made fun of it because with friends you just need to make fun of a good movie. Although there was this one girl who kept going back-n-forth to our room and the next...besides that it was great.

*sigh* Can't wait until another event like that will happen again...Leadership actually did some good once in a blue moon.

Deep quiz....or is it...? >.>; [Jan. 10th, 2007|12:19 am]
[You are here |Fuzzy curled ball of joy! :D]
[[[Emotion]] |coldICE QUEEN!!]
[~::Sound::~ |Seeded Twice~Love Notes]

25 deep questions that will really tell you something about me. Not stupid questions like "what is your favorite pizza?"

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?:

Looking into their eyes when telling how you feel.~Blahhh...

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?:

Because some dumb bastard tried killing my mom, and I couldn't do anything about...because my mom told months earlier about the event.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. who would you call?


4. You are at the doctor's office and has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. (1) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? (2) What do you do with your remaining days? (3) Would you be afraid?

1] No.
2] Live my life to the fullest.
3] Nah...when it comes...it comes.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust/love. Which do you choose?:


6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog?:

Save the dog.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?:

Yes. But I would not fall for another to unstable the relationship that was put forth.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?:


9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. do you do it?:

Yes...he did not deserve to die the way he did...Michael...

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?:


11. Does love = sex?

If it's true love, but if fall upon "lust" you defeat the purpose & true meaning to love.

12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company?:


13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say?

Never could come to words or speak it...since it is difficult..

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?

I love my friends...they have been the awesome guys & gals, but when they say "love" it makes me feel forcefully odd.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?

Feelings~They make are human make-up personalities without it we shall all be ice to the touch.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?

It was today from friends & family.

17. What is love?

It is sometimes hard to explain in words, but feelings of being complete as a whole person or being. And it's symptons of "love" can cause obessive thoughts, erratic mood swings, loss of appetite, recurrent and persistent images and impluses, superstitious or ritualistic compulsions, inability to concentrate, and delusion.

18. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you wish was there with you?:

My weapons. Especially a gun taser...I need to get one of those.

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?:

Yes...bad breathe here I come.

21. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death?:

Grandma would of course understand, but there is times of being too selfish, but the chlid shall live.

22. Are you old fashioned?:


23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did
not expect anything back?:

A few times.

24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?:

True love....even though it will bring my worst in the end of a broken heart. It is best to get up again, and walk a different road.

25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

To stop some memories from repeating in my head.

NEW YEAR>>>2007!! YAY! [Jan. 1st, 2007|03:16 pm]
[You are here |Side-right Ribs]
[[[Emotion]] |crushedWas not able to stay...]
[~::Sound::~ |The Fugees-Killing me Softly]

I must say...many things have passed so quickly...once it was one thing, and then another soon appeared. High school is almost over for me, and soon I'm started college. Thus, I'll maybe forget memories that I thought were "priceless"...from especially feelings of "love". That's maybe what made my downfall of happiness...if only I never noticed those feelings..it would be okay.

Besides that say hello to another year of completely wreckage & chaos of alienlike manner, and perhaps finding some closure to a upmost strange person at my window.

~So long & good-day..oh people of the world.

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